Dear

Dear my love. How are you? Do you live well?
Whatever you do, wherever you are. I am proud of you!
Before you forgive me, I've forgiven you. I must say sorry first, even though no one did the wrong thing.
You are so complex. I understand the pain and swallow.
With love

Don't be Game-holic, the way to understand and save yourself

Dear:

I saw you addicted on game daily.
The fake honour has occupied your mind.

What kind of another person as same as you sit in front of the screen?
No life.

Who can save you?
One important event, one important person, and yourself.

Why do you feel so good?
Game company design the digital war has an exciting circle is about 15-30 minutes.
They make it similar to a fast sex, from the first touch to the last orgasm.

Why can not you stop?
You release your anger and unsatisfaction from real world to the game.
You kill monsters or players repeatly, it stimulates the basic part of your brain(animal part).

Why do you feel so stressful?
You feel so tired, does not because you did too many things.
But because you did not do what you really want to do.

Do you love the character in game?
It is a nature desire, for example, moblie phone serve the desire of telepathy.
Your soul focus on your life, but you limit your ability and drag your life to control the digital character.

Do you think the game create another kind of relationship?
A man play a female character who stay together with another male character which controled by a female, and his wife find it out and they divorce...
You can do anything but do not really get hurt, because you already know it is not real.

Do you think you are a master to play or design games?
I trust in you can different create your design from addict on game.
Don't addict on convenient things, said by my important friend.

The last question, do you want to open your heart again?
I hardly say love, but I hope you can feel my love in my words.
When I see you are game holic, I feel painful.
The dream you will turn over and think about it again of your life.
Think about who you are today, and you can be who you really are now.

Sincerely
Fan

A letter for H.L. Park

Dear H.L Park:

How are you?
My name is Fan.
We never met before, but when I saw your photo and heared your voice by phone.
I know you are a teacher during your daughter's life.

I don not know why, I just know.
I can understand you want to teach her positive reality, and sometimes you are strict.
Maybe you got angry when she did some strange things, but I believe you love her deeply.

As for what I did for her.
I tried hard to make she understand forgiveness for her depression.
It is like...
We love the queen, so we support she to be a queen.
We love her so deeply, so when she becomes an empire, we must let her understand and stop her terrible control.

As for her destiny.
I wish she is happy, full of love, and live with family.
Whenever I touched her heart, I felt lonely.
Whenever I felt the weight of her soul, I cried.
It is her way to develope her ability.
Her soul is a wonderful gift for this Universe.
She do the very thing only she can make it come true.
She can really help people because she is so self-centre.
It is like...
A spider makes the web all its life because it just loves to do it.
The web is so beautiful and useful.
And the spider feels suprised the web feed its life without chasing food.

Thank you, H's mother.
You prepared so many things for her before you strictly said here is nothing hers.
Maybe she still easily get into relationship trouble, financial problem and fearful depression.
But do not worry about it, for another ten years or other lives.
The shadow just reflect her amazing blightness.
For the power of love, we will meet again by magic way.
I believe she will thank you at that moment.

We never met before, but I do not know why
I love you, H's mother

Tsai-Ming, Fan